Paradise
on Earth
I
woke up and looked around me with thrill. There was nothing but dried
trees, nothing but plain soil, there was no light around me, it was
night. I got up and started walking aimlessly, walking through trees
only to find other trees. It was like a maze, a never ending maze and
I was trapped in it with no idea. I was thrilled and anxious, I was
hearing footsteps but couldn’t see anything, I had no choice but go
onward into the unknown.
As
I walked onward time went by and I finally found myself in a square
with nothing in it. The ground was made of stones but they were
untouched for years, wild plants were erecting through their gaps and
soil was eager to conceal the rest. I looked up and saw the moon, the
guiding moonlight in pitch black darkness. I lost my focus and kept
looking at the moon, I had no thoughts but the moon in my mind and it
got bigger and bigger. The moon wasn’t only on the arch now but it
was in my eyes and mind as well. I closed my eyes involuntarily and
woke up.
I
was in my bed next to my beautiful wife, she was sleeping peacefully.
I looked around me and tried to get over the shock of the horrific
nightmare and I did. It was just a nightmare and now after horror I
was in my bed next to my beloved, feeling her soft and warm skin on
mine, making me calm and filled with love. I kissed her hand and got
on my foot and head towards kitchen to prepare breakfast for my
family. As I was passing through the aisle I saw my son and daughter
playing a game on television, they looked cheerful and we greeted
each other. As I went into the kitchen I sat on a chair and thought
about the nightmare, how horrific it was but all that horror was
gone, I was in my home with my family , on a calm Sunday morning
preparing breakfast with various food.
30
minutes ago I was stuck in my dream and when I woke up, I actually
woke up to my actual dream in life, the place I ever wanted to be,
the source of my happiness and serenity, I was with my family in our
little house, my love on the bed, kids are cherishing each other and
me preparing breakfast with variety. The horror I experienced
made me realize how happy I am, how that exact time I was
experiencing the paradise on earth. I didn’t have to look anywhere
else, I just had to realize I was living it after all.
Musa
Kaan Durmuş